It's been ages. I've lived, died, been resurrected., and am slowly clawing my way out if the coffin again.
The lovely surgery with the 8 week recovery- didn't happen. It was 15+ week recovery with a lot more damage to my body. With the extra time and damage comes extra wear and tear on your spirit and mind.
I still fight & hope. But I am weak, tired, wracked in pain thru the wee hours of the morning and so lonesome I could just disappear from it all. The evil monster and his equally batshit crazy wife are trying to cause stress and strife- thank god we decided to X them out of our lives- what NUTJOBS!!
I just want to not feel like gravity will destroy me. I want to feel semi human. I want to find me again this year. PLEASE let THIS YEAR, 2014, be OUR GOOD LUCK YEAR!!!
More soon. Not dead yet- y'all aren't that lucky!
The lovely surgery with the 8 week recovery- didn't happen. It was 15+ week recovery with a lot more damage to my body. With the extra time and damage comes extra wear and tear on your spirit and mind.
I still fight & hope. But I am weak, tired, wracked in pain thru the wee hours of the morning and so lonesome I could just disappear from it all. The evil monster and his equally batshit crazy wife are trying to cause stress and strife- thank god we decided to X them out of our lives- what NUTJOBS!!
I just want to not feel like gravity will destroy me. I want to feel semi human. I want to find me again this year. PLEASE let THIS YEAR, 2014, be OUR GOOD LUCK YEAR!!!
More soon. Not dead yet- y'all aren't that lucky!
Somewhere I heard that life is a test
I been though the worst but still I give my best
God made my mold different from the rest
Then he broke that mold so I know I'm blessed (this is my world)
~The Man, Aloe Black
